Blog Post:
October 28, 2018
I have not posted here in several years. I spent the last three years care taking my husband, Dr. Paul Barlow, who passed away July 21, 2018. I have been working through my grief and planning my future.
WHO AM I NOW?
Relationships
My Daddy
Odie B. McNeely (1898-1988)
I think I was in my Mother’s belly when I first became attuned to the sound of my Father’s voice and sensitive to his moods. He was the dominant force in my early hypnotic* childhood years. I don’t know when he first yelled at me or hit me with a swat of his hand to my backside. I was told that I was spanked when I stepped in a mud puddle at about the time I learned to walk.
CROSSING THE RIVER OF CHANGE
Crossing the River of Change
Note from Marj: Many of you know how I love the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza. I first heard him at the “Crossings” here in Austin. He was on the program with Lynn McTaggart who wrote The Field. Also, I had seen him in the movie, What the Bleep Do we Know? His books, Evolve Your Brain and Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself were excellent. And now, I am studying his latest book, YOU ARE THE PLACEBO. Today, I read in that book the following excerpt. I believe it is totally worth your time to read it carefully. His work is phenomenol, in my opinion. This is very good!! Enjoy:
What Floats Your Boat?
Here is something to keep your mind busy for a little while. I used this exercise in 2002 and ran across it today, so I wanted to share with you. Enjoy! Take my ideas and create your own ocean and your own ships. I am speaking of relationships with self and others.
CLEARING FEELINGS
When I distributed my Transformation Cards, I was asked by my grandson if I was not honoring negative emotions since the cards were all about getting happy? This writing is to help with that question. The dialogue is open and I invite your feedback.